Bad Boy Isn’t My Type

Jennie Wilson POV

” Its you again? “He hissed at me.” Didn’t I warn you to never cross my path? DIDN’T I F***ING TELL TO STAY AWAY FROM ME!”

Vincent shout made me flinch, and he stared taking threatening steps towards me.

I felt nauseous, suddenly overwhelmed with fear, because that darkness-that unknown, unpredictable darkness in his eyes terrified me.

I stepped back nervously, intent on putting as much distance between us as possible.

Vincent suddenly hovered over me, holding me tightly. My stomach clenched with sudden anxiety. I was shaking uncontrollably, studying his expression.

” You really wish to die from my hands? I’ve already killed you mentally. Do you want to make things worse than that?”

His disorder manifested in moments like this-when each little thing could provoke him and give him immense and uncontrollable anger.

His hold on my hands and waist became punishing, creating an uncomfortable pressure.

I felt him becoming aggressive, I quivered in fear as I stared at him, my vision blurring as tears dwelled up, threatening to fall, in a verge of crying.

He stilled all of a sudden, didn’t move a muscle as he stared back at me,. He was completely still, his intense eyes watched my teary eyes, inviting scorching heat that burst right through me, like he’d finally seen the my fear and revulsion.

I didn’t want to be near Vincent-I didn’t want to be with him-but at the same time, I wanted to know more about him. I wanted to put and end to the mystery that he was.

We looked at each other as countless seconds ticked by, drawn together in some inexplicable way, I was entirely unaware of anything but him.

But then a shadow clouded his eyes, and animosity and resentment settled in. He abruptly let me off, with a much-needed distance.

” What the f*** do you want now?”

” Huh?… I…”

Be careful with your words Jennie……

” I am sorry I said hurtful things. And…… There’s a clear misunderstanding. That day…… I didn’t kiss him, there’s nothing between me and Hayden and-”

Vincent interrupted ” I am not interested your f***ing explanation. I don’t give a f*** what you do and what happened there. All you are doing is preaching me now. It’s my f***ing patience which is now holding on tether, otherwise I won’t hesitate you to break you now.”

Why you……

Keep calm Jennie…… you can do it……

” I didn’t come here to take your insult Vincent. I came here to apologize for being rude to you, which is not at all my fault for being, and am here to clear the misunderstanding. It’s upto you to take it or leave it. There’s nothing between me and Hayden and I didn’t kiss him and I am sorry for spurting out words hars-”

Vincent got into my face, my words hang up in air with my constricted throat.

” What you don’t understand is…… I don’t care what you did and said slut…… and deep down, like deep deep down I still don’t care. I should have kept you in your rightful f***ing place. A cheap trash, attention seeking b*tch should be.”

His grip became tighter, squishing me with his steely grip. “For what some moments treating you nicely, you are readily climbing on my head. You are just a cheap gold digger who would go to any extent for money. You think you stand a chance to lure me, just because I let you free?”

He snorted his derision. ” Who would’ve thought, you are an easy girl. I didn’t even need to do anything to have you eat out of my hand. What next? Going to get in my pan-”

*Phattttttttt……*

I slapped him hard, burning rage through my body like deadly poison, fury sweeping off me like ferocious waves.

He stumbled for a moment, clearly surprised by my slap. His eyes widened with shock like he couldn’t believe what just happened.

I was tired of him and I was tired of fear and shame.

Of his continuous insults.

Tears rapidly flowed through my eyes, as I stared daggers at him. ” You are pathetic son of a b*tch! I should hit myself for caring for this f***ing bastard and coming here. You are the most disgusting and repulsive human being I’ve ever met. I HATE YOU!! ”

He didn’t move a muscle as he stared back at me, completely frozen his eyes getting darker and twisting into raw pain.

” Why! Why only me……!” I let out a cry. “You never said to any girl wh*re, cheap, gold digger, other things…… but only to me! You bullied no one but me! Why! Don’t I deserve to live like others?”

The sadness and rage flowed through my veins and deadened my mind, and it didn’t stop me to keep going.

” The truth is you just use me as a perfect material to lash out all your frustration you had been trapped it for years. Why? Is it because I look like her?”

His eyes flashed with rage, and his facial lines gained an edge to them almost instantly. ” Shut up the f*** up b*tch! I might regret it later because I might do something worst now.”

” Why? Its the truth, you just use me as a perfect medium to take out all the poison circulating for years because I look like Eva!”

” Don’t You Dare Take Her Name B*tch!”He pulled me by the collar of the shirt, bringing me too close to him, his eyes tempestuous.

” You are throwing all your frustration on me, for what you couldn’t do for years. Because I am weaker and poorer than her. A girl with no strong background and easy to break. No one to hear her scream because she is a cheap broke b*tch?”

” I said shut up!!” There was something so dark in his eyes-a glimpse of hunting pain-and my eyes widened in surprise when I caught the sight of it.

” Isn’t that the trut-”

” YES! IT’S THE F***ING THRUTH! I want to crush you more than ever. You bring back the trauma in my f***ing head which had been haunting me for years and I want to inflict the same pain to you. I want to hurt you in the vilest way for entering my f***ing life. Happy now?”

Happy……?

I stared at him in dismay, knowing I shouldn’t let him provoke me, but it was getting me. ” So pitiful.” I said a tear escaping from my eyes.

” What did you say……?” A glint of danger appeared in his eyes.

He took a threatening step to me, but I didn’t budge, ready to throw out the hate circulating in my body.

” I feel so pity for you. You’re dealing with it in a way that’s only going to make everything hurt more. You’re a coward and a liar because yes, you’re running away. You are running away like a coward!”

He got into my face, grabbing my collar with his hand pressing me against the wall, shaking with rage.

” Don’t you dare talk to me like that bitch!!!” Vincent shouted

” Why? The truth hurts you? You are a pathetic coward who can’t deal with himsel-”

” You know nothing anything about me! A cheap b*tch like you know nothing about me!” He gripped the back of my neck and got into my face.

“You’re so hideous from the inside out. Low life f***ing b*tches should know their place, they shouldn’t f*** around forgetting where they actually belong to.”

He released me throwing me daggers by his stare. He pushed my shoulder making me stumble. ” Pitiful?”

He pushed my shoulder again and I was almost loosing my footing but I kept balancing myself. ” YOU THINK I AM PITIFUL?”

I stepped back in fear as he took threatening step as he pushed my shoulder again with his fingers and I

Lost my footing and I stumbled falling down on the ground.

” Pitiful…… I’ll make sure you are pitied more…… in Hunsberg university, don’t you think? ”

” Soon you’ll be so pitiful, it will get so extreme that each and every people in there will feel sorry and disgusted by your pathetic life. I’ll make sure that you’ll bleed in pain and mourn every single breath you take. You’ll be all tears and nothing else.”

I whimpered and lower my gaze to the floor, shaking in tears, but he leaned down and made me look at him, pushing my face up with his forefinger. His eyes bore into mine, making shivers run down my spine.

” I will drain all your hope of salvation. I will inflict the worst pain and you’ll cry and suffer untill you vomit from all that pain. I’ll make you find yourself wishing that it would be better if you’re never born.”

He released my chin and looked over my shaking form once more. Slowly, his lips twisted into a cruel sardonic smile. ” I guess it will be so fun to break you part by part. ”

Giving me a glance full of hatred, Vincent spun on his heel and stormed out, and I couldn’t breathe any easier. All I could think about was his sentence replaying in my mind that reached the deepest corners of me.

……

I closed my eyes, exhausted. The adrenaline had left my body, leaving emptiness in its wake. Everything about Vincent and his each words caused a deep fearful storm within me.

He won’t hesitate now…….

I took out my chemistry notes from the locker, but someone tapped my shoulder. ” Hey kid……”

” Ye… yes……” I shuttered holding my chemistry notes tightly. She was 4th year senior.

” Miss Johnson wants to deliver this attendance book to PE teacher. Go and give.”

” Why me? I mean I have class……”

” What did you say??” Senior barked at me holding my collar. ” Your class can wait. I have some work to do, go and give you twerp.”

I still had time for my class to start, and I hated that I could never defend myself. I could only feel fear and embarrassing, which made me incapable of fighting back.

” Ye… yes.” I nodded biting my lip, straightening my shirt up. ” Please can you tell me where would he be?”

” He is near the ground. Get going now. Remember don’t ruin it up. ”

I nodded shyly and started walking away with the attendance book. I turned back for a moment and saw her chatting, laughing and drinking coke with her forte.

So this her important work.

Everyone found me as an easy target, as I became the victim of bullying since very beginning . I should be braver and more open with people, but the walls I’d built a long time ago were to thick and tall. I was too scared to get out of my shell.

I sighed and started walking towards the ground. I searched the whole ground but I couldn’t see PE teacher. Shit!!! I have only 10 minute for the class to start.

A girl was passing by, I ran to her stopping her. ” Excuse me…… did you see Mr. Han anywhere?”

” Mr. Han…… I think I saw him in the sports department, I am not sure though… because I saw him 15 min ago.”This is from NôvelDrama.Org.

” Oh thank you so much.” I thanked and ran towards the department.

I looked everywhere, but I couldn’t see Mr. Han. Only place left was swimming pool. I entered the area but dashed into someone.

” What the f***!” Vincent held his elbow hissing at me, but his eyes widened as soon his eyes landed on me. My cheeks burned, and I swallowed hard, my skin prickling all over.

Shit! Vincent!

My eyes darted between his, many emotions twirling in my chest. I stared down, his nearness affecting me in more ways than one.

” Ah…… sor…… sorry!” I almost passed through him but he caught my upper arm, killing all my hope of escaping him and pulled me back, pushing me with a distance.

” Are you f***ing blind? Can’t watch where you go?”

” I said I am sorry already, please let me go” I said feeling scared, but Vincent blocked my way.

I looked at my watch irritated by his behaviour. Oh no only 5 min left for class!!!

” Vincent…… my class is about to start, I need to give this attendance book to Mr. Han please let me go!”

He approached me with a sneer and got into my face, blocking me. ” Oh. Nerdy girl wants to go to her class that badly? Are you going to get gold medal today in class?”

He mocked me, his face displayed nothing but cold indifference.

” Vincent please…… Miss Johnson will kill me if I don’t give the book to Mr. Han, and you are wasting my time. Please move, Vincent. ” My voice was unstable, giving out how shaken I felt.

I passed through him, suddenly I held my breath out when our hands met, his touch lingering on my skin for a second. He snatched the attendance book right away from me and I freaked out appalled by his behaviour.

” Vincent!!” I shrieked and reached for the book but could Vincent reflexes were out of the ordinary.

” Ahn anh ah, not so fast,” he said holding the book out of my reach, letting out degrading laugh, drawing everybody’s attention.

He was too tall, as he kept the book high in air, even if I jumped high I couldn’t reach.

” Please give it back…… Why do you have to harass me every time you see me”

Vincent suddenly closed the distance between us, my breath hitched, his eyes terrifying me to the core.

” You think you can mess with me and you’ll get away with it? Its not fair only I get pitied, is it?” A knot of nervousness in my stomach grew stronger. I hate him.

” You won’t get away with it that easily, as I am going to make it really hard for you.” My heart rate went absolutely crazy, and I allowed myself to bask in the feeling his words evoke for now.

” Vincent please…… I am in hurry. Please give it back.” I shuttered, my old despair bursting open, I could hardly breathe.

He smirked cruelly ” Beg for it then. Hold my leg and beg for it.”

I gaped in horror ” Excuse me?”

“You heard me well JENNIE. Hold my leg and plead. Polish my shoes and I might reconsider your request. ” Vincent said it without any remorse moving his leg in front of me shaking his shoes.