Love You Can’t Say

Almost as soon as the door closed, my tears were collected.

Without changing his face, he got up from the floor, put on his slippers, got up and washed his face, then found the ingredients from the fridge and made himself a bowl of noodles.

The crying scene was really physically demanding, and I was already hungry just after Dennis left.

From this perspective, those powerhouse artists don’t make easy money.

While eating the noodles, I couldn’t help but think about how Benjamin would treat me, which was critical and directly affected my next degree of advancement.

If the math is right, after today’s events, in this battle of equals, Benjamin’s already in the invisible retreat of several miles, and he made concessions, it is likely that I will be the signal to go straight to the yellow dragon.

Now that I can confirm Dennis’s feelings 100%, all I have to do is to do my best to assist him.

Dennis spells career, I attack the heart.

Confirming this put me in a good mood for a long time, and the cooked noodles were eaten clean.

When I went upstairs, I found the door of the next room open, and from the furnishings, it should be a study, in which the computer Benjamin used yesterday was placed, lying quietly on the desk.

I wavered for a moment, then walked straight into the bedroom and kicked the door shut with a bang.

After yesterday I’ve learned the hard way that anything exposed to me in this house has no rational value and the only use for it is to make Benjamin look funny.

A movement is better than a quiet one, I simply lie back in bed and settle down to catch up on sleep.

Half-asleep, I felt being held from behind, I immediately woke up and sat up violently from the bed and turned on the night light.

After seeing Benjamin’s face, he pulled his face down, ripped the covers off, and stormed off to the living room.Content protected by Nôv/el(D)rama.Org.

Benjamin caught up with me by the door and squeezed my wrist with his big hand, not much patience, “What are you mad about in the middle of the night!”

“You let go, let go!” I exerted all my strength and finally broke free, then turned and rushed out the door and ran downstairs.

Ran outside the house and pulled open Benjamin’s car door straight away.

As I expected, he was not in the habit of picking up his keys in this shithole.

Benjamin also chased out at this time, I hurriedly bent into the car, turned the key to ignite the engine, turned the steering wheel under Benjamin’s obstruction, and finally did not hesitate to press the gas pedal to the bottom.

And Benjamin opened the door at the last minute and got in the passenger side.

“Stop the car!” Benjamin lost his original gentlemanly demeanor and growled, “I said stop the car, you hear me Clara!”

I had a death grip on the steering wheel and simply ignored his presence, still maintaining the highest speed I could control.

The road downhill is downhill, and there are many curves, almost every curve, is rubbing the edge.

I certainly do not want to die, but I am at the moment but a woman who is disgusted by the man she loves, according to common sense, is to be misanthropic, what is more convincing than racing under the excitement to have a little accident.

Finally, entering the last corner, I deliberately let go of the steering wheel and waited for death to come.

Benjamin rushed to reach over and control the direction, his voice tinged with fury, “You’re crazy!”

But the car is in a high-speed curve, where he can turn back.

The sports car instantly lost control, crashed through the roadside guardrail and went straight down the hill, flying into the air.

I laughed like a madman in the suspended air at this end and said to myself, “I am mad, without Dennis I have lost everything I have, what is the point of my living!”

The next second, a violent shock ran through the entire car and the airbag was ejected, hitting me hard on the head.

The car finally hit a large tree in the forest before it finally came to a stop.

Before his brain completely lost consciousness, his ears echoed with Benjamin’s gritted teeth threat, “If you dare to die, I’ll kill your children, Leo, and the Kennedy familyThe Lewis family, kill everyone and let them bury you!”

“…”

When I regained consciousness, the bright light stung my eyes and I almost thought I was in heaven, but when I opened my eyes, it was the familiar chandelier.

I … Back home?

Trying to look around, a turn of the head, but saw the back of the not unfamiliar in front of the floor-to-ceiling window.

I simply put my face on the other side and didn’t look at him.

In a moment, the ghostly cold voice rang out, “You don’t want to see me that much?”

I tightened my eyebrows, he did not have eyes behind him.

“You really don’t have any backbone.” Benjamin added.

I still don’t talk to him, I just treat him like air.

“I killed Dennis.”

“You wouldn’t dare!” I blurted out, realizing only after I finished that I had fallen for his ploy, with a flurry of chagrin.

Benjamin gave a sneer of triumph and walked over to the bed, looking at me with a cold expression, “Died once, now you don’t owe him anything and can stop loving him.”

“I’m sorry, I can’t do it.” I said stubbornly.

“That’s okay, I’ll help you as much as you want.” Benjamin suddenly became extremely patient, as if afraid of provoking me, and his voice lowered, “The ratings you gave us before, don’t count, from now on, I’m officially in fair competition with the Dennis you remember.”

Trying to play a new trick again?

I stared at him half-heartedly and defiantly said, “The time is no longer here, so who am I to give you another chance.”

“You will.” Benjamin raised the corners of his mouth, his smile sincere and unlike him, “Time can erase everything, and I will fill the rest of your life, Clara, if you have the slightest desire to live, give me another chance, I won’t let you down.”

I must say that Benjamin is still suitable for false smiles, he now looks sincere and expectant, like a lamb to the slaughter, smiling ugly up.

In this very ugly smile, I felt as if I saw the hope of reuniting with Dennis.

Then looked at him in silence and did not refuse for a long time.

After a long silence, Benjamin confirmed my answer, then once again smiled with the delight of a child’s first love and stood by the bed for a long time before leaving.

After this, he stayed at the George Residence, under the name of taking care of me.

He was barely hurt, so he was waiting around for everything, meek and patient.

In addition to the intimate matters such as bathing, he was originally going to take over, but I insisted, before finally finding another female caregiver.

After three days in bed, almost every late night Benjamin had to leave for a period of time, rather longer and longer.

In the early morning of the fifth day, I woke up as usual, the bedroom light was not on, but there was a man sitting on a small stool next to the bed.

I thought it was Benjamin and had little desire to deal with it, so I rolled over hard and prepared to pretend to sleep.

Soon, the bed behind me sank a bit, and I expected Benjamin to try to take advantage of me again, and just as his hand touched me, I spoke impatiently to spoil his fun, “I told you, I don’t like to be forced to do this.”

“Clara.” Raspy and low, who else could it be if not Dennis.

“Wife.” He called again, holding me tight in his hands, hard, like he was trying to rub me into his life.

Is this, a dream?