The Billionaire Mafia’s Slave

CHAPTER 39: I DON’T HAVE A BIG MOUTH

LILY’S POV:

I woke up and it was 3:34 in the morning, I yawned and got up to use the toilet. I can’t even remember how I got on the bed and I slept off so peacefully.

I was done using the toilet and was back on the bed, then I remembered I was with Nikolai before I fell asleep.

“Shit…”, I muttered under my breath as I recalled what happened between us, how I sat on his laps and he hugged me till I fell asleep.Text © by N0ve/lDrama.Org.

“Stupid! Stupid!”, I scolded, smacking myself on the forehead. He was so peaceful, watching him lay his head on my chest, listening to my heartbeat. I blushed at my own thoughts.

I couldn’t go back to sleep again and it was almost 4am, I stood up and quietly left the room, hoping that I might bump into Nikolai, I know he usually isn’t asleep by this time, he always drink on smoke.

‘He is hurting himself’, I shook my head and walked quietly through the hallway.

Nikolai is fun of spacing out and staring into nothing, mostly at night and I wouldn’t dare ask him why.

I was standing in front of Nikolai’s room, still thinking if it was a good idea for me to come here in the first place.

“He might think I’m being clingy, right?”, I said and turned to go back to my room but paused again, I shouldn’t hesitate right? It wouldn’t hurt to try. I was about knocking on the door but I stopped.

“What if I wake him up?…”, I thought.

I held the doorknob instead and slowly turned it, it wasn’t locked and I peeped in.

The room’s light wasn’t on but there was still a small source of light illuminating, then I heard someone almost gagging. I opened the door a bit more and tried to see who it was.

‘Is it Nikolai? Is he alright?’, I thought.

But it wasn’t Nikolai, whereas it was Irina, on all fours, sucking Nikolai’s cock and balls like a paid pornstar. I held my mouth with my hand to stop it from screaming.

Irina worked on Nikolai’s cock like a pro, she used her hand and stroke it and her mouth went up and down, she took his cock deep down in her throat before bringing it out when she was about to gag. She would often play with and suck his balls too, I haven’t seen anything like that and strangely, I wasn’t disgusted by it.

Nikolai would groan in pleasure from time to time, holding the back of Irina’s head and moving her head in a faster pace.

I remembered the first time I watched a pornographic movie, it was back in highschool, Olivia showed it to me when her dad just got her a new phone and I was barely 15 years. The girl in the video was giving the guy a blowjob and a handjob, she was all sweaty, her mascara and eyeliner was washed by the tears and sweat. The porn actress looked like she was experiencing pleasure and pain when the guy’s cock hit her throat.

I could remember asking Olivia how she got the video and she said it was from her mother’s phone.

Watching Irina do it to Nikolai had me feeling many things. Excitement, pleasure, curiosity and… jealousy?

I quickly and quietly closed the door behind me and walked back to my room, I sat on my bed and was wondering.

‘Why would I be jealous?’, I better not think Irina shouldn’t be giving Nikolai that much pleasure, I should instead.

But I couldn’t shake off the pleasure and satisfaction I saw in his face just minutes ago, I wished I was the one there, sliding his cock slowly into my mouth, tasting him and carefully bring it up and down while he controls me by placing his hand at the back of my head, increasing the pace.

“What is wrong with you Lily? You have never even done something like that!”, I was right, I haven’t shoved a cock in my mouth before, but I have held one.

‘That was just a middle school truth or dare’s game’, my inner thoughts reminded me.

It was a stupid game and Stephanie suggested we played when we went out to a classmate’s party, Olivia dared Griffin, our classmate at that time who was always sweaty and had dandruff, to bring out his tiny weenie and I should hold it.

It was embarrassing to do but I had to if not I would have gone home that night all alone.

I remembered washing my hands with soap, shampoo and bleach, anything I could find to get rid of the memory.

I sighed and shook my head, I didn’t want to think about it anymore.

***

It was 9am and I was wide awake, brushed my teeth and taken my bath, I still wasn’t going downstairs for breakfast. After what I witnessed in the early hours in Nikolai’s room, I couldn’t look them both in the eyes, I will just skip breakfast for today.

I was lucky I got to escape without being caught or I would have been too embarrassed.

I heard a knock on the door and I asked the person to come in without asking who it was, my heart skipped a beat when Nikolai came in, the one person I tried to avoid today was in my room.

“Ni-Nikolai!”, I said and stood up almost immediately. He had a crazy looking smile on his face as he came in and closed the door.

“Why surprised? It’s just me”, He said and I just laughed awkwardly.

“What… why are y-you here?”, I fumbled again.

“Why didn’t you come down for breakfast? Are you not feeling too well?”, He asked and this time I caught a glimpse of concern in his eyes.

“I’m fine just no appetite… and I didn’t want to bother you and your little sex toy”, I whispered the last part but one thing I know about Nikolai is his ability to catch up to whispers. He heard me.

“You sure do have a big mouth huh?”, Nikolai said as he approached me with his condescending smile.

Men, I love that look!

I moved two steps backwards when he took a step towards me, we continued like that till he pinned me to the wall and I was left with no chance to escape.

His eyes danced around my face, from my doe like eyes, to my pointed nose, then it settled on my lips.

I unconsciously bit my lower lips and shyly looked away.

I was blushing and I know he sees me blushing.

His hand grazed my cheek and I felt the electricity it produced.

“I like the way you look under my touch… so satisfying”, I heard him say.

I wasn’t just gonna let him think I was all weak, I knew I was going to regret it when I looked at him, eyes so dark one would think it’s dead.

My heart fluttered and I immediately looked away, ‘Pheww! that was close’, I said to myself.

I could still feel his eyes ransacking my face and I know his eyes were more interested on my lips.

His thumb brushes lightly on my lower lip that was still held captive by my teeth, releasing it.

“I don’t have a big mouth”, I managed to say as I looked at him, regretting it.

I could see his jaw tightened and his eyes grow darker.

If I didn’t know the type of maniac he was, I would have said he looks interested in me, but I know him.

I notice how I can’t think straight anymore when Nikolai is around me, when he’s so close up to my face I just feel like shoving every rational thoughts out of the window and kissing him like my life depends on it.

‘Why does he have to be so hot?!’, I said in my head.

“Oh you do love… and I imagine how it would look around my hard cock, moving up and down, just like the way you saw Irina do it last night”, Nikolai said.

I gasped in shock at his words.

Of course I remember!

‘Wait?!! He saw me?!’, I asked myself in shock.

“You have no shame, do you?!”, I asked in annoyance and all I could hear after that was his loud laughter.

I swear this is the first time I have seen him laugh so brightly without any menace.

“You’re right my Kukolka, I have no shame… that’s the only way to rule this world”, he concluded and left me there.