Chapter 93
Feeling how calm she had become, he slowly pulled backward while looking at the tear that had dropped out of her eyes.
Yes, it was the only way to shut her up as she was talking a little bit too much, and seeing how she enjoyed it, Simon responded to her many questions with just an answer which was that,
“I love you Georgia, I was not sure about my feelings at first but I do know that you have changed my perspective about life just in the few days that we have spent together and I am happy about that.”
With her eyes opening slowly, she could not believe what she had just given attention to as it sounded too good to be true. Wanting to move away from him, he blocked the entrance asking why she was still angry, looking into her eyes, she could feel her pain and confusion but mustering the courage to ask, she said,
“How can you love me when all the life you have loved just one person who is my friend Crystal?” she questioned and the lone that had drawn on his face, knew that things were going to come to that as it was only a matter of time.
Simon moved a little bit backward and staring at her, he answered,
” I used to love your friend Georgia but for some reason which I cannot explain, I find myself thinking about you all the time and wanting to spend some time with you.”
“How is that even possible, you and I know that you have loved Crystal for years and you still love her so don’t behave like that feeling is gone,” she let out feeling like he wanted to just use her and dump her.
Simon could feel that she was about to crack up so he walked back closer to her and held her without expecting him to kiss her, he placed a kiss on her lips to make her calm down but Georgia slapped him and told him never to touch her again.
The fire in her eyes made him know that she was very angry with him but not being able to understand what the matter was, loved her holding her hair while tears dropped out of her eyes.
“What is even the matter with you, I try to understand you and to make you feel better but all you do is this?” he yelled out at her, and Georgia turning her gaze to face him shouted,
“I do not want to be a second choice to anyone and certainly not to someone like you who has always loved my friend. I do not want to be envious of my friend just because of you,” her voice had increased and Simon trying his best to calm her down, fought him so badly.
Moving her tiny hands telling him not to hold her and that he should have left her at the bar to have her fun and to feel free because the only person who understood her was no longer with her, Simon pleaded with her to calm down and let her know that he was by her side, he made sure she did not hurt herself by moving her hands so much.
“Can you just calm down for a second and listen to me Georgia, you are getting all this wrong and you know it,” he spoke out gently not wanting to shout out at her.
“I want to leave, take me back to the place where I was before because I don’t want to be here, I don’t want to see four faces and I don’t want you,” she said but Simon not being able to understand her anymore, asked has the matter was with her and why she was behaving like that and she yelled out bot being able to hold back herself that,
“I love you, Simon, yes I love you and I have been like a fool over these past moments knowing that you will never have eyes for me but only for my friend so there you have it,” she muttered with so much sorrow.
He was not surprised to listen to that and on the contrary, he had anticipated that she was in love with him because her actions were very clear though she did her best to hide them. Her body had become weak out of a sudden, probably because of the drinks and stress that she had just gone through.
Holding her from falling, Simon carried her into the bedroom but with the little strength that she had left in her, she still wanted to fight him back leaving him with the impression that she was very stubborn.
“Stop fighting what we have Georgia, it’s not going to help you in any way you know that don’t you?” he raised a question taking her closer to him and reaching the bedroom, he placed her on the bed and went to have the coffee made knowing that it was going to make her feel better.
“Have you ever cheated on a woman?” her question popped up from behind before he could leave the room and Simon halted for a second, maintained his posture, and not turning back to have a look at her, he answered with concern as well,
“No, are you asking because you think I will cheat on you Georgia?”
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“Well, I wouldn’t,” he responded.
“Has a woman ever cheated on you,” she asked another question?” She felt the strong, steady beating of his heartbeat.
“Yes,” he muttered and she further asked,
“What did you do when you found out?”
“I stopped seeing her.”
There was a silence in the room and she understood that he was not bluffing when answering her questions. Standing there for a few seconds wondering why she had to ask him all those questions, Simon did not get any further questions from her so he walked out of there towards the direction of his kitchen while Georgia sat on his bed looking all lost.
He had come back with the mug of tea and placed it by her, he saw how covered with tears her face was, and not wanting her to feel bad, he took her into his arms. Georgia closed her eyes when she found herself cradled against the chest of the man who had made her cry like a baby.
Whenever he touched or kissed her, reminded her of the fact that she was a woman. A Woman with strong passions she had repressed and denied.