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When I woke up, I couldn’t help but feel aroused again. Looking over at Griffin, I noticed even in his sleep he was too. Everything in me made me want to just climb him. Act out on this impulse. And I did, there was a small flash of surprise on his face when he woke up. I would have never done this if I wasn’t sure Griffin would not want this. And he did
because as soon as he realized what was happening his hand found their way to my hips. As he started thrusting, matching my frantic pace.
It was not until after we were done that he told me we needed to talk. For a moment, my heart dropped to my stomach. Had he not liked being woken up like that, had I not seen clearly through the haze of my lust?
“Darling, this not being able to keep our hands to ourselves, I think I know what the reason is.” He said, pulling me close to his body.
Now reassured that he was not mad or disappointed, the puzzle pieces fell into place for me. We hated marked each other, meaning I would be able to go into heat now. Not only had we accepted each other as matest months ago, and growing the mate bond. Griffin is of royal blood, so the need to procreate for his bloodline was stronger. So it made sense I would get into heat so fast so that I could easily get pregnant and carry Griff’s pups.
“You’re right I think I am going into heat and with how I am feeling it
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Griffin just nodded like he was thinking something over. We both had expressed wanting to raise a family. I don’t think that either of us
expected me to go into heat so soon. And with everything that was going on all around us.
“Do you want me to call the doctor to get you that shot” Griffin seemed to end the discussion before it even started.
Just as I wanted to talk things over. Because Hannah had her trial. coming up, and while I did not know what her punishment would be. She was not a part of the Silver Moon pack and had committed heinous crimes against us. Making me sure she would not have to be a part of our pack. Most likely she would either be made to be a rogue where her being around our pack, the White Oak pack, or the former BloodMoon pack ground would be punishable by death. If she wouldn’t be executed. right away. David was gone and it did not seem likely he would be back anytime soon. As an enemy of the country, it wouldn’t be an easy feat. To get to us without being noticed.
“So, you don’t want pups now?” I ask him wanting to not jump to conclusions again but talk things over.
He had already started getting up to go make us a coffee and it’s like he freezes on the spot.
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“Darling, there is nothing I would want more than to start a family with you. If it was not for David being on the run, and for your health, I would have ordered the kitchen to bring us food for a week and then I would have locked us in.” Still butt–naked, boxer shorts in his hand, he crosses his arm with a stern expression, like he wants me to know how serious he is.
But what he is telling me and the sight in front of me makes me giggle. It is such a comical sight, yet endearing because he is so determined in his love for me. Showing me how much he loves me.
“Oh, baby, I love you, let’s talk about this for a minute okay?” I tell him in between my giggles.
Shaking his head amused, he slips into his boxers, doesn’t need to tell me what he is about to do. And he doesn’t he just tells me he loves me too and walks out of the bedroom. I know he is headed towards the kitchen to make us a coffee. To keep his promise, to keep our morning ritual intact. We’ll just discuss what to do with this heat now when he is
back.
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When he comes back with the coffee I see he has some pastries on a plate too.
“All those work–outs left me hungry” He jokes Property © NôvelDrama.Org.
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But he is right I am hungry too, and we are about to discuss something very serious. Doing so together in bed sharing a plate of pasties having coffee. Made it all less imposing, and made it into a talk about our future. as a couple. As it should be, despite all the other factors it should be about us. Our future is about what we want. Since I was the one who said we needed to discuss this before we went to the doctor to get the shot that keeps me from getting pregnant I started the discussion.
The shot Hannah had given me to make sure David did not get me pregnant. I was sure she did so because she could not bear the idea of any other wolf carrying his pups. Suppressing my heat would be very painful, trying to ride it out without seeing Griff could easily kill ine. And with all the trauma my body has gone through lately chances of me not surviving it were very high. Still, the idea of treating love to Griffin the same as I did being raped by David did not feel right. So that
I tell him first.
what
“It’s not just about that either, Hannah is locked up and we’ve completed the mating process. We both wanted children before we needed to take over as king and queen right? We cannot put our entire life on hold for David. He might never come back” I continue hoping to get Griffin to
see my point.
If he has other reasons not to want me to get pregnant now that would be fine with me. After all, we both need to want to have pups. It’s the only way to make sure we both will be happy if I do get pregnant. But David. has taken so much from us. He has put so many lives on hold, not to mention the ones he ended in cold blood. The one thing I did not want.
to give him more power. By putting our lives, and our future on
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“Darling, you know I want to have a pup with you at least three if we would be blessed like that. And yes, I would have liked to have a pup before we have to take over because of our workload as King and Queen. While I am worried about David and will be until the moment he is dead. It is not the only reason I am unsure about trying for pups when you go into heat in a few days.” His answer is disappointing but he is honest with me, so there is nothing I can do about it.
I just hope he will tell me what is on his mind, and why he changed his mind on having pups as soon as we could to this reaction.
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