Chapter 154
Robert is good at observation, sometimes he can penetrate the heart at a glance, but only Lena White, he never understands.
Six years ago, he couldn’t understand her love for himself, and six years later, he couldn’t understand if she still had love for himself
But one thing, he was very clear: “Listen to Xue, I just care about you
He asked her to listen to Lena
It’s no longer the unfamiliar person with the same name and surname as before
Lena White’s eyes were slightly hot, but her heart seemed to float with a hint of sadness.
She couldn’t understand him, nor could she understand a man’s heart. In the past, she worked so hard to get closer to him, and every effort she made was all she could do, but the result
He hates her, despises her
But now, she just shows him her wounds and her tragedy, and he is so gentle to her
Robert’s sympathy, has it ever been so rampant?
But what she wanted was never his sympathy
Her heart cooled again, and she reminded herself over and over again to wake up and said, “Thank you for understanding me, but… I should also go back
Where should I go back? “Robert tried to stop her, but Lena White looked up and said,” Of course I want to go back to my house. I know you would object and think it’s not safe for me to go back alone, but… after all, it’s my home. What I should do now is to solve that problem instead of relying on you all the time
Robert wanted to object, but she suddenly raised her hand and covered his mouth, preventing him from speaking.
Those eyes seemed like a black well that could suck her in, calm to the point of almost despair: “Robert, I can actually go back without waiting for you at your house, but because I feel like I promised you to keep my promise, I’ve been waiting for you to come back. Now that you’re back, I’m also going back
The man pulled down her hand, but carefully held it without letting it go.
He still objected, “I don’t agree
You cannot limit me, “she said
The wording of this paragraph is a bit heavy, as if it is self deprecating.
Robert corrected her, “I didn’t mean that, and I’m not limiting you. It’s just that even if you say you want to eliminate the danger, you have to wait until the danger is resolved before returning home
When was it considered dangerous to queue up? To what extent was the danger solved
Lena White asked him, “I’ve already found the person who put the flowers at my doorstep. He’s just a small thug. They gave him money, he handled things, and he hasn’t even seen the employer himself throughout the process. So, it can be said that if I can’t find the person who sent the flowers for a day, I’m not safe, right
How long will it take to find it? If it’s just ten and a half days and a month, what if it’s six months? A year? Even longer? Do you want to keep me at your house
That’s fine, too
He looked at her with a firm gaze and said, “Besides, I won’t let you wait that long, believe me
Really
Lena White looked back at him, unable to see her own gaze or whether she had covered up her sadness properly.
She asked him, “May I ask, what is my stance on staying at your house all along? In what capacity? Robert, we have already divorced
I don’t want to follow you without a name or a share, let alone be pitied every day.
I want you to love me!
If you don’t love, then I don’t want you either
Robert wanted to speak, but she shook her head first and said, “I know, because last night we… so you think our relationship is different. I don’t deny that our relationship is different, but Robert, the so-called cannon friend, shouldn’t just stay together when there’s a need? Living together every day is called love
She didn’t mention her wife because Lena White had already discovered six years ago that the words’ Mrs. Robert. ‘had no meaning to her.
So, this time she asked, “Robert, am I your lover? Or do you love me
Of course he couldn’t answer.
Robert is a very rational person, even though he now knows in his heart that his feelings for Lena White are no longer the same as before.
He appreciates her, recognizes her, and even likes her.
But love
What is love? Are they together? Is it marriage? Is it hugging, kissing, and going to bed? Or… what other feelings?
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So, he can’t even say the word ‘love’.
But for Lena White, his hesitation was the answer.
With a smile on her face, Lena White suddenly let go and sincerely requested, “Robert, please respect me and my choices, okay
Even if he can’t say ‘love’ yet, he doesn’t want to deceive himself.
He just wants to keep her, he wants to see her as soon as he opens his eyes, he wants to… when he goes to bed at night, he tightly holds her body, which is afraid of the cold.
But… he also wants to respect her.
Robert let out a long sigh and finally made a decision: “It’s okay to go back, but I need to install a location app on your phone. If you agree, I’ll let you go home
Why install this
I don’t usually read it, but if I can’t reach you, or if I feel any danger, I’ll open it and find you. “At this point, Robert raised his hand again, and the backs of his index and middle fingers were soft and carefully touched her face.
After discovering that she hadn’t escaped, he couldn’t help but scratch upwards.
I may not have fallen in love with you yet, but… I want to protect you, can I
No
Because you can’t protect me, because your lack of love is the greatest harm to me, what about protection?
Lena White smiled wryly and shook her head, insisting on returning to her own home.
But soon, Robert rang her doorbell with a machine.
This is an anti eavesdropping and monitoring device. “The man stood at the door very gentlemanly. Since she didn’t agree to install the app, let’s start by checking at home.
He raised his hand and said, “Take it and sweep around the house. If you have those things in your house, you can quickly find them
Anti eavesdropping and monitoring
Lena White repeated, unconsciously feeling her entire body bristling with sweat.
She never thought of this.
The heart that had originally wanted to refuse began to waver. After saying thank you, Lena White took over the instrument and prepared to enter the door.
Robert spoke at this moment, “Can you use this machine
Lena White paused and shook her head.
In fact, the operation of the machine is very simple, but Robert didn’t tell Lena White the usage after listening, only said, “So, otherwise… I’ll help you test it and then go back